NO!!!! I still feel really focused and I am working super super hard, but some times it just hits me about how much time i have left and I can't stop crying about it. Especially when missionaries i know and love go home it seriously breaks my heart a little more every time that happens. I love my mission more than words can describe. It has changed me completely. I know and love my savior better than i have in my entire life. I feel his presence with me always. I feel him speaking to me every time i read my scriptures. I feel the love he has for the people we teach. I feel his appreciation for me and the work i am doing every night when I report to him what i have done in my nightly prayers. I want to serve him every single day of my life. I know my next mission is to have a family. that scares the dickens out of me but I know so much more how to do that from my mission than anything else in this life. Words can't describe the Love I have for my savior. It is a very sacred relationship i have now with him. I think what scares me about going home is not knowing how to have the same relationship with him when I'm not doing his missionary work 24/7. That scares me more than anything. I just know i'm going to be a wreck and I'm going to have to rely on you guys a lot to teach me how to live real life again with a close relationship with the lord.
Love sister Jones
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