Say Whaaat?!

Yes, It is true ladies and gentleman. Yours truly has been called to serve a MISSION! I know what your thinking...Kelcey, the girl who can't make up her mind about anything (except what her favorite brand of popcorn is) has actually made a life changing decision and is actually going to stick to it?! What is this world coming to?!

Trust me guys, I pinkie promise I am telling the truth. I know my past has defiantly proved that i have anxiety emotional and mental instability when it comes to making any life decisions. But this one time, I swear, is the only time I have ever felt so sure about what I am suppose to be doing. 

It's like everything in my life has lead up to this point.

The past year I felt like I have been wandering up and down a street with lots of turn offs and I couldn't decide which one I should take. I cried alot, stamped my foot, bit my nails, got lost, sprinted back and forth to the streets I thought I should take, and then said screw all of the streets and just walked forward with out making any decisions at all.

Back then it seemed like a HUGE deal. I felt like I was going nowhere with my life if i didn't make a decision soon. I had my life planned up to December of 2012 then I had no idea what to do after that.

When conference came around I was excited. I could just feel that the speakers were going to tell me something inspired and I would know exactly what to do. At least I prayed they would...This is the first conference I feel like I remember Every single talk. They all were really inspirational and I could really feel the spirit. But it wasn't until Elder Utchdorf and Elder Holland's talks that I connected the dots of what the Lord was trying to tell me.

Basically He just came out and told me, "You are going on a mission young lady." 

Whaaat?! At first I couldn't believe it. I mean I have been thinking about a mission, but not too seriously. I was pretty much in denial for a 3 days.

The more I thought about it the more I started realizing I couldn't see any other streets to choose from any more. All I could see was the mission road. There was only one thing to do really... and that was to accept it. Once I did I felt Complete peace and total happiness. 

So it doesn't matter all the confusion I felt before because everything feels perfectly fit together right now. This is the happiest, bestest feeling in the world! I wish I made the right life decisions more often ;) 

I will be reporting to the MTC in 29 days and I'll be hitting up Denver Colorado South for the adventure of a life time!!